Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Missing my mom

Hi mommy
How are you? Today I am missing you a lot.
I wish I could call home and you answer the phone. But I know that you can't because you not there.
I miss our conversations. I would like to speak to you about Joseph. He is almost  two years and he is very sweet boy. This is pity he can't meet you. I know that you  would be a super grandmother, as you always was a super mother.
Forgive me  because I caused  so many worries.  I am thankful for you understood my desire to come to U.S.A. after  daddy died. It needed to prove that I could survive far way  from from home, to grow, and in certain ways this helped me. Are 11 long years. Many things happened. The price that I paid was high. I suffered, I cried, and I committed some mistakes. But most important of everything is  I learned and today I am a better person. Today I am mother and wife as you it was. I do not know if I can compare me to your magnitude. Today I understand your decisions and opinions as mother. I wish I could hug you. Comfort me to know you are in better place and you still  loving me and blessing me.  I love you mother. Always.

5 comments:

Susan said...

This is a lovely post. No matter how many years a mother has been gone -- mine died in 1986 -- you never forget because the thought of her is at every milestone, every major first. You definitely struck a chord. Susan

adri said...

Thank you Susan.

Mina Joshi said...

This Post is so similar to my situation and made me cry. I only realised what my mum was going through after I became a mum. She isn't around any more and almost every day - I wish I could speak to her. I just hope that I become as good as her.

adriana said...
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adri said...

Hi, Mina. We have to focus in the good memories. This give us strength to move forward.
Happy Friday.